stressing about chemo and radiotherapy im 4 weeks post op and just starting to feel a little better on thursday i will recieve my results and then discuss about chemo im worried how it is going to effect me side effect wise as im main carer to my disabled son although we have arranged extra care for him im still concerned do i go through with chemo am i still going to be able to do the simple things for him it was tough enough on me after the operation that i was restricted as im normally a very independant person ..im 7 months out of a 30 year relationship and going through a tuff divorce and then get hit with this just as im getting me life back together never felt so alone just need that cuddle and be told everything is going to be ok ...i guess we all want that .... i know every person is different but i hate not knowing what to expect x