Hello 

I have been put on an emergency appointment by my GP. I have a growth which needs investigation. 

An appointment has come through for 16 days after the request was made, two days over the 14 day target. 

Like everyone else I have had other times of trauma in my life.  I suppose the reason I’m so upset about this is that at the age of 66 I was hoping for a bit of plain sailing.

I am upset because my husband of more than 30 years is disabled and unable to live independently.  I can’t leave decision making about his future until it is too late so I have to do it now and quickly.  

I have lots of experience of supporting people who are left alone in the world, it never ends well.  

I don’t know what to do  My mind seems alternatively frozen or fit to burst.