Hi everyone , I'm 59 years old and  I've got the Brca 1gene which I discovered after genetic testing 5 years after my first diagnosis in 2012, I made the decision to have a preventative double Maste omy in 2019 when they again discovered cancer,  this time in my right side,  I  underwent chemotherapy for the 2nd time but was grateful it had been discovered, however  the week before Christmas I und another lump underneath my right breast,  I've been in a state of panic ever since.  After biopsies the day after boxing day which confirmed grade 3 triple negative cancer to going for a ct scan  that shows it is now metastatic as it's in my chest wall.  I'm struggling to try and find some positivity as the consultant said it can be treated but not cured and to top it all it seems like they're in no rush for the oncologist to see me as the appointment isn't until the 16th of February.   I feel so frightened and afraid of the not knowing,  I've even been looking at alternative supplements and trying to change my diet,  does anyone have any advice x