Hi K8lzy,

Welcome to Cancer Chat.

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss, and that things were difficult with your dad's treatment. Hopefully in time these more negative parts will fade a little, and you can continue to reflect on and remember all the positive memories - it sounds like you were very close.

I'm glad that you have found the forum - as you say, it is a safe space to write things down and to reach out to others, many of whom will have similar experience to share and will understand. I hope that it can be helpful for you at this time, and whenever you need it.

Hopefully you also have others around you for support and to speak to. If ever you feel you'd like to explore some additional support, have a look at Cruse, who offer a number of resources and also a helpline.

As I say, we're always here if you need it. Hopefully you'll get some more replies soon - and do, if you want to, have a search for other relevant discussions on here (using the bar at the top of the page).

Wishing you all the best,

Ben
Cancer Chat Moderator