Hello Lec,

Welcome to Cancer Chat.

I can understand how you're feeling, and the uncertainty can be unsettling, but I'm sure members of the forum with similar experiences will reach out to you. There is some guidance on recovering from treatment and practical advice on coping here, which I hope will be a useful reference. Your medical team are there to support you, so don't be afraid to talk to them about any questions and concerns you may have. It's important that your needs are addressed and that you have all the information available to you. 

All the best,

Moderator Anastasia