I’m terrified. I found a lump in my arm pit at the weekend and saw a gp this morning, she found another one in my other arm pit. I wasn’t that worried before my appointment but now I’m a mess. I’ve been referred to the breast clinic under the suspected cancer team and have to wait to hear about an appointment. On one side of my family there was breast cancer and the other Hodgkin’s. So of course I went down a Google whole and am full of what ifs. I don’t know what to do with myself, I’m working this afternoon so I’m hoping that will take my mind off of it and not let me sit a blubbering terrified mess?