I'm so sorry I'll probably sound silly but I'm a bit scared and my brain I guess needs to go through the worst case scenario just to know I can handle it?
As mentioned I just turned 40. My mother had breast cancer when she was 61 but it was in another country. It was caught really quickly and she didn't even have to have chemo. She's still well and Kiking 16 years later.
About 4 years ago I felt something under/at the bottom of.my left breast. The go could not feel anything but given the family history Had a mammogram done in a couple months or so? Right during the mammogram I was told there was nothing, what I felt was just the muscle fibres under my breast.
Fast forward to earlier this year and the "muscle fibre" has just grown I to a bigger knot/lump, quite oblong and admitedly feels "fibrous". The lump has a constant full ache that indeed gets worse the couple of weeks before my period. I guess part of me was in denial so along with moving house it took me until yesterday so a good few months to finally see the GP about it. At first he was dismissive but then he examined me and mentioned how he "could feel the lesion" referring to the oblong fibrous thing at the bottom/under my left breast.
I was called yesterday afternoon to get a mammogram done today. I went and whilst I signed to confirm I wasn't pregnant I also saw the referral note, highlighted saying "URGENT SUSPECTED CANCER".
contrary to a few years ago the technician who did the mammogram didn't say anything now and I was told I'll be called in a couple of weeks to discuss results either way and if needed I'll have an ultrasound done on the say from which I will also have the results on the day.
I guess I'm just wondering what to expect? Reading the actual words made me panic and I almost fainted and was sick at the hospital. I know because of my family history I'm lucky I am seen this quickly but it also worried me I guess as in "how bad must have this lump felt to my gp to be seen within 24 hours?"
Thank you and again sorry if I sound silly, I'm just a bit shaken.
