Hi,
I'm 42 and recently took my wonky mouth to a dentist for the first time in many years because of a weird lesion (dentist called it an 'ulcer') inside my cheek. Its been there at least three months, it took that long to get an appointment. He's made an urgent cancer pathway referral because I used to smoke and because of the length of time I've had it. He did say it looks 'similar to the tissue around it' and that it 'doesn't look too bad', but that he has 'a suspicion'. He didn't elaborate and I suppose they're not allowed to really. I have a feeling in my gut that it's going to be bad news. I don't know how I'm going to cope with waiting for the referral appointment; I'm in the middle of writing my masters thesis and I can't concentrate. I'm terrified and I don't have anyone in my life that I can talk to about this kind of thing. I suppose that's why I'm here, I sort of needed to get that off my chest in an environment where people would understand. And of course if anyone has any advice or experience they'd like to share, I'd be grateful for it.
Very best thoughts going out to everyone having a tough time.
Hobbit x