Hello Hazeh and welcome to Cancer Chat.

I just came across your post and wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you at this very difficult time.

I can't begin to imagine what you must be going through but I'm glad you've reached out to us as lots of our members have been in this position so you are not alone, and hopefully it won't be long until some of them stop by to share their experiences and advice. 

If you'd like to talk any of this through with one of our cancer nurses, they're available on 0808 800 4040, Monday - Friday between 9a.m - 5p.m. They're very insightful and will do all they can to answer your questions and put your mind at ease.

Coping with cancer can be very tough but we are here for you and sending our strength and support your way.

Kind regards,

Steph, Cancer Chat Moderator