Hello,

I wrote here when my mam (June) passed away with throat cancer in 2021.

After nearly 2 years I still miss her terribly. She was my world. I was by her side every step of the way. Whether it was making her a cup of coffee, attending hospital appointments or helping her to bed, as she could no longer walk upstairs unaided.

She bravely battled cancer for 3 years (with a stroma after a unsuccessful laryngectomy). She was incredible! Much stronger than me and I'm so proud of her.

I watched her die peacefully in her hospital bed.

I love you, mam xxx

It still breaks my heart and I often find myself talking to her with updates on my life (when no one else is around)....

My latest update:

Hi mam,

I wanted to let you know that me and Stacey have had a baby boy. 

He doing really well and has your eyes.

Looking at him reminds me of how much I love you....

Its time I start making his world the best it can be, there's been too much pain the last couple of years and I'm determined to make his life  happy and full of love.

This is my turn to do you proud. 

Love you xx