I'm a single mum to 5 children oldest 20 youngest 9 I'm 42years old and petrified I have cancer I'm almost positive I have it my left pupil dilated on it's own I went to A&E they were going to give me a ct scan but changed there mind so I still don't know what happened to me they said it was Adies pupil but am not convinced I've also been having stomach problems so waiting for a ca125 blood test and ultrasound both my parents died of cancer so am scared it's all I think about from waking up to going to bed I keep getting a feeling of dread over me I'm at my wits end I love my kids so much and can't even think about leaving them I'm all they've got and know
