Secondary cancer

Hi, what a start to 2023, went into hospital Xmas day thinking gallstones and 22 days, 2 operations  later came out no appendix, 1 foot of my bowel removed. Now been told my bowel tested positive for neuroendocrine cancer although tumour gone in my bowel I have multiple in my liver. The waiting is the hardest even though I've been through this waiting 10yrs ago with breast cancer, so I go Tuesday to see what treatments can be offered. My mind is back paranoid every niggle my head says it's spread.