Hi I'm 59 years old female and have been having some bowel changes since July this year , morning loose stools and urgent but only going once a day , my gp did bloods all ok and stool samples ok then a fit test which was negative in august , not satisfied as my loose stool didn't resolve so I've recently had bloods done again which are all good and fit test last week which is now positive at 13 , it's scared the life out of me , I've got colonoscopy on Thursday morning . I'm having mini panic attacks I'm crying can't eat or sleep and scared how I will cope if cancer is revealed please can someone help me I have no one to talk to only my grown up kids and I'm trying to protect them so they don't worry about me .
