First up, sorry for the long post. I have had a very rough few weeks and feeling rubbish. Just I'm just going to write it all here and hope someone understands the jumble!
I am in early menopause. I'm 40 years old (almost 41), and have been on HRT for some time now. One of my hormone tablets is Provera which I take 10mg of, however what I didn't realise was I had actually been taking 100mg for a few weeks as the pharmacist gave me the wrong dose. During that time I was feeling very fatigued and lethargic. I was told to immediately stop taking them from my GP when I realised which I did.
Within days of stopping them, I started to suffer from insane migraines, then a cyst on my ovary ruptured, I because very run down and found a lump under my arm. I went back to GP and they did the 2 week referral for the breast clinic. At the breast clinic I had a scan, followed by a mammogram and then an examination. Consultant wasn't too concerned with lump under my arm but coincidentally the mammogram showed a lump. He believes the lump is Fibroadenoma but asked me to do a biopsy anyway which happened to be this morning. I'm also going for genetic testing at some point due to a lots of cousins having breast cancer so they are covering all bases. With all of this, I still worry what if it isn't just Fibroadenoma? And I'm feeling sorry for myself this evening because it's sore and I have a funny shaped boob now :laugh:
Along with all of this, the cyst i mentioned earlier on means that I have had pain every days since it happened (we are talking weeks now) and I'm also bleeding/spotting on and off every few days. I've been back to GP as the pain is interfering too much with my life and causing terrible migraines (I already take 160mg beta blockers each day to try and control them), and they have now decided to do another 2 week urgent referral under the post menopausal bleeding guidelines and my grandmother passing away from ovarian cancer.
My head is all over the place. I'm in pain. I'm exhausted (I have folate deficiency again so that explains that I guess), some days I have extreme fatigue. I'm grouchy and moody all the time and I'm convinced something is seriously wrong with me. And I'm blaming it all on the pharmacy who gave me the wrong medication because I've been poorly every since, plus I feel like I need something to blame at the moment!
I'm not entirely sure what the point of my post is. I'm feeling very down and in pain this evening, and I feel like I've completely ruined my husbands birthday as we have been to the GP, then hospital for biopsy, and now im
in so much ovarian pain I'm sat on the sofa with my hot water bottle feeling sorry for myself lol.
If you managed to read it all and make any sense of this post, then well done.
Sorry for ranting. I just feel so lost.
