Hi Crisy - I am 45 years old and was diagnosed with grade 2 invasive ductal cancer of my left breast on Monday. Had the MRI scan on Weds and awaiting the results. Ive been carrying on as much as normal but do feel very dazed this week and darent touch any alcohol as I turn into a puddle of tears. I dont plan on telling my children (well my eldest really, shes 12 the other is one is still so small) until I know the MRI test results. I went to the gym yesterday and this morning. Ive also got myself a 2 hour spa session booked this afternoon. I really want to get to where you are but I just need the MRI results behind me to move forward. Im not a horsey girl but i have a spaniel who also just came down with an auto immune disease last week (arrrghhh it feels like its more than coincidental!!), shes getting better though but Im missing our huge daily walks at the mo.