Hi Everyone,
Its been 10 weeks since my dad was diagnosed with neuroendocrine cancer and I feel broken. We are awaiting the results of his octreotide scan from last week. The waiting has been just horredous, I am constantly anxious and I feel very alone as I don't want to add any extra worries to my family. Its also strange as he doesnt look ill but I know he is very ill.
I feel guilty for struggling so badly when its not me that has the cancer but just reading on the forums I know at lot of people feel the same way. I cry everyday and now my work is suffering (my employer is being supportive but have had to bring it up). I just dont know how to deal with this and the reality is that its going to get worse.
Does anyone have any experience of these tumours? We feel a bit in the dark as we havent had any face to face appointments and they waiting is so bad.
Thanks
