hi I'm Nic I only just joined this site & already feel a lil better just writing this...not quite sure what to say but I'm terrified waiting to know what's going to happen I got diagnosed with colorectal cancer which they say had spread to my liver...this was about 2 weeks ago. since then I had 9 biopsies taken which have come back inconclusive & I don't get why?...good or bad????...so Sunday I have to go for another MRI which I don't get either as they already found a large mass blocking almost my entire bowel....I'm not eating & losing weight dramatically...just so scared & not dealing with waiting any good sorry for the essay it's just good to write it down as my family are worried sick & I can't bear to see them hurting thanx for taking the time to read xxx