Losing my dad to pancreatic cancer.

I don't know what to say. 

I am sat watching my beautiful dad at the very end of life.. the strength and bravery he has shown throughout has been incredible. Only 9 weeks ago he was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer.. sadly the GP did not recognise his symptoms and this horrible disease had progressed too far. 

Along with my mom we have nursed my dad these past weeks with the help of the hospice and the District Nurses... i am sat here numb, i feel like i am in my worst nightmare and just want to wake up. 

My dad is comfortable and today got a surge of energy and said goodbye to everyone.. he is now sleeping... i just so blessed to have a dad as wonderful as he is... my heart will break when he goes but he has told me today that he will always be with me and that has given me so much comfort. 

Love and Blessings to you all.

Louise x

  • Hello Loulou5050

    I just wanted to post a reply to say that I'm so sorry to hear about all that your Dad and your whole family are going through. I'm glad that he is comfortable and that you've been able to share these last days together. 

    Our thoughts are with you all at this difficult time. 

    Jenn
    Cancer Chat moderator 

  • Hi Louise,

    I'm so sorry that your Dad and family are going through these very tough times. My Dad passed away just over a week ago and we were all by his side. He only had his diagnosis about 7 weeks ago too but he had been very poorly for months before that but was too scared to go to the doctors. 
    I just wanted to let you know that you're not alone and I wish your dad peace and comfort at this time he has with you all x

  • I totally understand Louise. My dad was diagnosed with cancer at stage 4 with mets 9 weeks ago. They have given us weeks 
    I'm so scared. He was fine and every week I'm watching him deteriorate. He's so weak and it hurts so much. 
    I don't want to lose him. It's so cruel. 
    thinking of you and your dad too. we need to keep strong but it's so difficult. I also feel like I'm in a nightmare. 

     

     

  • Dear all. 

    My dad lost his battle this morning, he went peacefully surrounded by lots of love and family.

    I am absolutely broken i cannot imagine my life without him there... i miss him so much already... this is a pain like i have never felt before.

    To all of you with loved ones who are fighting this cruel disease cherish every signal second... i never stopped telling my dad how much i love him and what an amazing dad he was... i kissed and hugged him all of the time...what i would give to give him one more kiss and hug... 9 weeks from diagnosis to his passing, there just wasn't enough time  

    I am sending my love and prayers to all of you ♥ 

    Louise 

  • I am so so sorry for your loss.. it is a feeling that cannot be put into words. 

    I pray your dad is at peace and that you and your family can have comfort in that. 

    Everything feels like an wide open wound at the moment, so raw and painful.

    Thank you for your kind words. 

    Bless you and your family

  • Lea1306.. it feels like you are stuck in your worst nightmare and nothing you do can stop it. 

    Spend as much time with dad that you can... smother him in love... i am praying for your dad, you and your family... 

    There is support here whenever you need it  

    Love & Prayers 

    Louise

  • Oh Louise I am so sorry to be reading this. My thoughts are with you and your family at this very difficult time. Take comfort that your dad was at peace and surrounded by so much love. I feel your hurt I really do. And never forget what your dad said, he'll always be with you ️ Always here if you need a chat. Thinking of you xxx

  • Hi Louise Your dad will always be with you. ️
  • Hi Louise, 

    I just came across your post and wanted to offer my condolences for your loss.

    I'm really glad to hear your dad passed peacefully and I hope some of the comforting words and support you've received from our members will give you strength at this difficult time.

    My thoughts are with you Louise.

    Kind regards,

    Steph, Cancer Chat Moderator