I am so sorry to hear this.  My dad died last month after fighting cancer for 5 years. 
it's a horrible disease and scary for everyone around too.    Be brave my friend,  be there for him.  Xxx
 

Thank you. I'm trying to be brave but I break down when I see him looking more poorly week but week. 
it's so painful to see him suffering

Thank you Lisa. I'm sorry about the loss of your dad. 
It's so hard isn't it. I'm so scared of whats to come. I love him so much

Hi, 

I'm so sorry to hear this. My dad was diagnosed with oesophageal cancer in 2018 but recently he has really deteriorated and the hospice community team are involved. It is awful seeing your loved ones suffer. Cancer is a horrible illness. 
Sending you strength! 
Rachel

Thanks Rachel. Sending you strength too. It's awful and cruel. I wake up everyday in panic 

I know exactly how you feel - my anxiety levels are through the roof! At least there is this forum and just know that you are not alone, although it is so sad seeing how many people are affected by cancer. Take care! 

Hi Lea,

My dad was diagnosed with cancer back in march, we found out 2 weeks ago that the cancers is now so advanced and has spread aggressively that he only has weeks left with us.

I have 2 young kids, my son is 4 and adores his Grandad. All I can say to you is that I understand, I understand the indescribable pain you have in your stomach when it washes over you. 
 

I am here if you want or need to talk, sometimes it's all we can do to know that you are not alone. Sending you love. 
 

B x

I know exactly what you're going through. I don't know how I'm getting through it. Here if you need to speak sending lots of love.   X