hi my names olivia, i'm 17.
ive just been told told that my mum will not pull through her cancer. i visited her today, she was a shell of herself, still cracking jokes but dreary and sleepy, breathing deeply and moaning out in her sleep. it was so awful, words can't explain.
i don't know how i can live without her, where do i start, how do i carry on to college.
Christmasses and birthdays gone, stolen. I cant get the image of her on oxygen out of my head. Please, anyone, help- i cant deal with all of this pain
