Hi everyone..my lovely dad is back for his Pet scan results on Tuesday and Im dreading the results to be honest.I try to stay strong but today I just can't stop crying. He went for a couple of days away with my mam and my sister and her family ..it was when I was talking to my sister today that it just hit me how sick he really is.He after losing so much weight and is tired ..even having naps in the car going around with them which is so unlike him.I dont think chemotherapy will be an option hes very weak and frail.We went through all of this with my aunty last  year .she was 52 and died on ovarian cancer and seen first hand how she deteriorated on the last few months of her life.Im just feeling heartbroken today.God I hate Cancer so much