I don’t know how to express my feelings, my wife of 35 years has been diagnosed withstage 4 metastatic  terminal breast cancer. She is my best friend my soulmate my lover etc etc, we have 2 fantastic grown up children and 2 grandchildren soon to be three. I feel so sad, we have little idea as to how long we have together. Chemotherapy has started along with immunotherapy, yet we are aware this is a delaying tactic.... after one cycle she feels so ill I question the benefit. I need to remain strong for her and our friends and family.... but she is my life and I am finding it tough.