Hello I'm newly diagnosed. 

I have breast cancer and it has spread. I feel cold and empty. It feels like a dream, I don't know how to do this. I don't want to die, I'm scared, I can't accept this. I don't understand what's happening to me. The doctor explained but I didn't take it in, I just froze. 

I'm 25, I have two kids and I just can't believe this is happening to me. I feel lost. Alone. I have so much I want to do. I want to see my girls grow up and get married. I want to enjoy life. I don't want cancer. Please can someone help me get my head round this. 

I'm sorry for the long post. 

If someone could help me through this I'd be grateful.