My partner is pushing me away , he took to his bed a couple of weeks ago he is not eating Baerly drinking he doesn't want anyone with him he just wants to be alone , he can't stand properly but keeps forcing himself stumbling to the toilet he want let anyone help him , it is breaking my heart I love him so much I'm not coping very well , 

I lost my 12 year old son to a accident  a few years ago my mum to heart failure and my dad to cancer who I nursed till the end  my stepson to cardiomyopathy my life was nothing it was empty , then along came my partner and he gave me a life again .we have only had 10 years together but it's been the best he is so wonderful and now he is being taken away by cancer I hate that he want let me sit with him or hold him it's breaking my heart , how have people coped