I haven't been on here for a while , doctors told me and my 32 year old daughter that she can't have any more treatment else it could make her die in days  as her body is to weakthey then gave us a prognosis that she only has months to a year to live ,when they said it didn't sink into my mind exactly what they were saying ,it now has sank in and the reality of it is unbearable, since then I have watched my daughter become more ill and weak and it feels like it's to much for my mind to take I feel so sorry for her and so sorry for her 6 year old daughter I feel like I'm losing my mind ,I am struggling to get out of bed each day but I need to stay strong to be there for my daughter and my 6 year old grandaughter this is very scary times