Hi there. I'm very sorry to hear this. I'm 38 and heavily pregnant, my Mum has terminal cancer. Hope is very important at the stage you're at and personally I found arming myself with a LOT of knowledge and reading everything out there that I could get my hands on, gave me a lot of hope in the early stages and somewhere to channel my energy. There are lots of books out there and examples of people who have survived stage 4 terminal cancer diagnoses. I'm not sure I'm allowed to list them here but google could/should help. One book leads to another and an army of further information and people out there, some of them doing very well with a terminal diagnosis. This forum is where I started initially but there is plenty else out there. My Mum was diagnosed with terminal cancer early last March. She was offered no further treatment on the NHS at this stage because her cancer is rare and basically they don't have any they think works (and is cost effective). We have done many other things though outside of the NHS. She is still 'clinically' well. Today she has had her covid vaccine. Wishing you lots of love and luck. X