i dont normally do the chat thing,social media etc,but sometimes its good to write,if only to read it and clear ya own mind.im a 60 year old comercial plasterer.got 3 girls,4 grankids wife.yep lucky.cancer? yep par for the course.bad diet? not realy.couple bottles of red on weekend so not alot.just my turn i suppose.chemo an oral drugs made me feel like crap,oncologist stopped em any way so feel better,just doing the steroids so eat well.death? well i cant stop that,even if i was well so no point harping on to myself about it.one day is one day longer.going back to work monday as keeps my mind off things,just keep going people,dont give it up coz someone else in a white coat looks abit sad,plough on,be good be lucky.