My dad has days,maybe weeks to live,I am broken I don't know what I am going to do without him. He was the worlds first keyhole lung removal and I am so very proud of him. He has fought cancer in two parts of his body,told hes cancer free and then goes for a biopsy, became violently sick for 2 weeks before they realised it had spread to his brain,spleen and kidney.

We are waiting for a bed in a hospice, I want him to come home but it's not ethical say the social services, 

I haven't seen him for 4 weeks because of the covid 19 ,its so cruel that the last weeks of his life have been with strangers. I know the staff are amazing but I want to see him so bad.

I really don't know if I can live without never seeing him again, who's going to make my cup of tea