Gts1978, thank you so much I really appreciate it. And I'm so very sorry you are going through the same thing. I've always thought at least if someone you love has Cancer, you can at least be prepared to be there for them and comfort them, hold their hand through it. That this has been taken away, is really distressing me. 
 

My dad might only have a week left, and than the thought of not even being able to go to a funeral, really feels like a nightmare. My thoughts go out to you, hope you can find some peace in this very difficult time.