Hi 

my sister had a syringe drive fitted yesterday and she is so much more comfortable. She wasn't able to move from off her back due to the full blown cancer causing acitus.  Her appetite had decreased to almost nothing and she was only taking sips of fluids.This was for about three months. (Though she's had cancer for a couple of years now.)   So this morning was a complete surprise. I was overwhelemed, with tears of joy! We were able to chat, it was so beautiful, as  the love just flowed  between us. Such a  precious time for us both. I know she willl be going home  very soon . Iv been grieving quietly but deeply  and it's been a heck of a roller coaster. But thank God, I  am in a new place . it was only a couple of days ago that I  was  able to let go of my very beautiful, kind, and gentle sister, then I began to feel  such peace and  my love for her is so much deeper, she also said the same. To be sure, i will miss her but not in a meloncoly way. Because the grieving process started a while back.  Nevertheless, I  will have great joy in knowing  she will be free from this insufferable, wasting ,disease called cancer,   so  when the time comes for her to depart from this world, to go into a her new and perfect home, what joy and peace we both will have!

Thanks to everyone on here for their love and compassion. It inspired me to write as I don't usually do Internet stuff. Cazzyeve Eve