I'm 17, just turned, and my dad is 54. I live with my younger sister (m, 13) and my mum (s, 50). My dad was diagnosed over a year and a half ago in march 2018 with osoephageal cancer and has since had many bouts of chemo and a huge operation. We were told a few months ago that his cancer is incurable and in recent days hes gotten a lot worse very quickly. The nurses came today and we've been told that he is in fact dying. I sort of knew it was coming but I didn't want to believe it. We could have anywhere between a few days to a couple weeks left with him. I'm so scared. I'm not at all prepared, it's all happened so suddenly and I don't know what to do. I'm so worried for my sister and my mum and im trying so hard to stay strong for them but it's so difficult. I'm not ready for him to go, there's so many things I still want him to see. It's so hard to cope and I just don't know what to do. I've struggled with mental health issues and I used to self harm, and that's not something I want to turn back to because that would just hurt my mum even more. I'm just completely lost. If anyone has any advice I would be forever grateful
