Hello Pandaph, 

Thank you for updating us about your Nan and I am so sorry to hear it isn't great news and you are waiting for that dreaded call. I can imagine it must be really heartbreaking for you. You seem to be very close to your nan, and just like the cat, she seems to be a real character! Watching countdown with her seems to be rather entertaining. I wonder what was wrong about the tea? We are all intrigued... 

Sadly when something like this happens to a loved one, it makes us realize how special they are to us. I hope you can manage to sleep a little better soon. It must be all the more difficult as you are staying in her empty house with the moody cat and everything else that makes you think of her all the time. 

We're all thinking of you and hope that the weekend isn't too hard for you. And also that the cat behaves ;) 

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator