Hi lovely,

first of all may I first say how I am rooting for you and your mum. Having had cancer before, she will probably know how’s difficult it’s is. My grandma was diagnosed last year. Her chemo stopped working, and her cancer became terminal. The thing is, nobody knows how much a few months is. My grandma is like my best friend and the thing is, she wouldn’t have to be for me to worry like I do. I completely understand the way you feel. The important thing is to ignore the results as much as you can. I know it’s hard, and seems impossible- it is for me too. But you are not alone. There are people out there for you and your mum. The best thing is to not focus on what will happen, but what is happening. It’s  understandable that you want to do your best for her but because you live so far away, you struggle. Call her whenever you feel down. Tell her you love her and want to be there. Support her. Ask how she feels. Cancer might kill sometimes, but it can only strengthen love. Make the most of everything, and keep your head up.

if there’s in anything thing I can tell you, it’s that she will never die. Every second, every day of your life, she will watch over you and be proud.