So my Grandma had been complaining about pain for around 2 months. Then about 3 weeks ago she started to lose a lot of weight. Last week she was admitted to hospital with an "infection" that was in the bowel and spread to her abdomen. She died yesterday and apparently they only realized it was cancer the day before. How belivable is this?
My grandma was the closest person to me but I'm currently a number of hours away at university so wasn't there when she passed. I can't help but think that my family lied to me and knew she only had a few days to live. I did come up and see her 4 days before she passed but it was only a short visit. I honestly didn't think she was going to pass ...and if she was close to doing so it wouldn't of been anytime soon and of course I would of stayed. I didn't even get to say goodbye.
It's was exam season at university so they knew I was busy revising but there was always resits. I can't help but feel weird because I feel like they are just telling me what i want to hear so I have no idea if she suffered or what actually happened and it's hard for closure.
