June 2018 my mum was diagnosed with lung cancer which was also in her spine. She went through 4 awful sets of chemo but always came out smiling. November 2018 my mum is told her cancer is in remission! I was thrilled. However, 2 short weeks later my mum started to deteriorate. Dizziness, vomiting and headaches. We took her to the doctors where she had some more scans which told us that she had 4 tumours on her brain. My whole life ended that day and my heart is broken beyond compare. She was given 6-8 weeks to live. It’s now been 8 weeks and my mum is struggling and I don’t think she has long left. we had to call an ambulance out to her tonight because her heart race was double what it should have been. I thought I was gonna loose her tonight and that feeling was the worst thing I’ve ever felt in my life. I told myself I was prepared for when she went to heaven but I’m not. I’m so so heartbroken and it’s so hard. I’m only 18 and the thought of my mum not being here scares the hell out of me. The fact she’s never gonna see me walking down the isle or see me have children kills me.
