Hello,

I don’t have any particularly amazing advice but reading this I can understand how strong you have had to be for so long, I want you to think about how much you’ve had to go through and how you’re still here today and doing great. 

I’m so sorry about your friends diagnosis, know that they will be thinking about you too and they know how strong you can be- use this to fire everything you do, you will both need support so join support groups, perhaps attend his hospice days with him (if he plans on going into a hospice) meet new people who need support too and build yourself a network of people that appreciate you both and can help you when your friend crosses the rainbow bridge

You are strong and you CAN do this.

Our thoughts are with you Xx