Osophagus cancer, spread to lymph nodes. Feeding through a peg, cannot swallow anything. Lost voice, and now really struggling to breathe as the Tumor is growing against windpipe. Making an awful noise and physically struggling to fill lungs with a breathe. Doctors have said a Tracheostomy is the next option to prevent chocking to death. Very uncomfortable. Lots of mucus from the Tumor and spitting lots of blood. Meant to have 5 ensure shakes a day through peg, currently on 2 a day (on a good day) morphine patches, lots of drugs, asthma sprays and loosing weight rapid. Very uncomfortable, 0 sleep. Can’t lay flat in bed any longer, sit up in chair all night and day having 10 minute naps here and there.
Is this the end ??