My dad has lung cancer, its metastatic from his groin. The doctors have given him 6 months to live. I was told about a month ago. I'm not coping with it well. I took some time away from work, I was advised to do so by my doctor. I recently came back to work because I'm still in my probation and sick pay isnt too much. I just have absolutely no interest in it anymore or anyone there. I just really need to have to see my dad and the thought of him not being here next year is scaring me. I know I should enjoy all the time he's got left with him and I do. But when I go home I feel horrible. I'm 22. I've been a loner all my life, I struggle to make friends. My dad has been my best friend all my life, he's never ever let me down. He's always been there, he's the one person thats always there. I have a fiance but he's still grieving over his own dad. He just recently spread his dads ashes. His dad passed away five years ago. But with everything going on its brought it all back to him and I feel bad bringing my dad up in conversation. I feel bad bringing up how I feel when it comes to my dad. I just don't know what I'm doing and most days I just wake up really sad. I'm sorry if this has been posted in the wrong place.
