I've seen lots of threads on here latly, where so many have lost someone dear .. I kept this little poem that says so much of that raw grief ... just saying your not alone ... hope it doesn't upset, I just hope it helps someone , it did me a long time ago .

Don't ask me how I'm doing, don't ask if I'm o.k .... Don't say their in a better place , you wont like what i say ..                                 no time is not a healer, and this was not meant to be ..if god knew how much I've lost , you'd not have gone away ..

I won't try to be positive, and this wasn't for the best, my hearts in broken pieces, and it hurts deep in my chest ...                         don't say that their out of pain, well I'm not and may never be .. their pain is gone, but mines still here ...just passed on to me

Don't tell me you know how I feel.. even though it may be true ..this grief is mine, for whatever time it takes me to get through 

Big hug to all those hurting at this time