CTD it says on my records. My mother will not acknowlege the situation, still asks me about plans for future travels. On informing my father he wished me all the best. My daughter doesn't call at all, too busy, my 36 year old son I met 3years ago is burning a 3 sided candle and my patner who is patiently making me comfortable whilst waiting for me to die so she can go back to being a free spiirit. Nobody told me dying was this ***.