My lovely grandad has just taken a turn for the worst in his latest experience with his stage 4 terminal cancer. He had his second (reduced dose) of chemotherapy 3 weeks ago following a bad reaction to his first higher dose that left him in hospital for 6 days.
Earlier this week he was vommiting and for the last 4 days he's had hiccups contantly with belching and burping. Last night it got even worse as he had a fall, pooed the bed and then started throwing up blood and is now back in hospital having a blood transfusion and camera tests. They have confirmed he has internal bleeding in the stomach.
I just really cannot cope with all of this, I dont know what to do and feel so helpless. He must be so scared and tired. I cannot cope with the unknown and the patience is killing me, what can I do and is there any thing I can expect?? He is my whole world.
