Hi my mum was diagnosed with kidney cancer 3 years ago and kidney was removed, she has had many radiotherapy sessions because of tumours growing places and all seemed fine, recently I found out she is terminal and I hate everyone talking about it as selfish as it sounds :( she seems so fine to me and I just can’t imagine her ever leaving me? I really cannot cope the thought of it and can’t stop crying all the time I feel so stupid and selfish but I really don’t know what I’l do without her:( I don’t really like speaking about it as I just think she’s okay she always tells me she isn’t going anywhere and she’s fine.