My Mum was given a couple of weeks to live nine weeks ago . She has lung cancer that has spread to both lungs . She is up and down sometimes I think the end is coming next day she is up and about. I find it difficult to Carry on with life day to day. I have been ill with one thing and another for months my Mum was in hospitial for thre month we never thought she would see Christmas . She is now in a Nursing Home . I feel so weak for not coping I cry most days my marriage is suffering . I've seen Dr who advised conselling I went once and cried so much I was sick. Dr said I am greiving but it feels like I Am in a mess and so alone .