On Monday this week we were finally told that there is nothing more they can do for my mum, no more treatment. In 2009 she had breast cancer, was in remission for 3 years and in 2012 we found out it had spread to her bones. for the past 3 years it's been slowly progressing through her bones but it has now spread to her brain and further more her bone marrow. she isn't well enough for treatment and is being referred to a hospice. Her oncologist said she may have days, weeks or months. I'm 27 years old and the thought of losing my mum is terrifying me. I can feel the panic building up inside me and and I can't stop crying about it. I don't want her to die.. She's only 53 and been through so much, I'm completely lost and I cannot prepare myself..
