Hi louc sorry to read about mum. My mother terminal as well she also been battling bowel cancer for two years she went for roten check up in July and they found  mass turned out to be on bowel. She had more test done month ago she was told it's inoperable and it's gone in her blood as well.its total night mere my mother 72 at the moment my mother is in hospital she started bleeding she had test done they told her it's not her bowel she been waiting to see gynecologist only yesterday she so one she had more test done scan today we just waiting. It horrible it's seem everything going to fast I feel the same I never been so scared in my life knowing I'm going to lose my mother to cancer that can't be treated there nothing we can do just be there and I'm trying to spend as much time with mother as possible it's so hard and sad . Take care 

Hi Louc hope you all ok thinking of you all .