So sorry to read your post and know how devastating such a diagnosis brings.  My own hubby had a three year journey with terminal cancer and in a single sentence your life just shatters. Heartbreaking does not really cover it. I found this forum during his illness and the support I received helped.  I had good family and a couple of wonderful friends but somehow you want to sheild them too so coming here and venting your feelings is an outlet of sorts and you do not feel quite so vulnerable/alone.

My hubby died 16mths ago today and I just want to send you a virtual hug and hope you find support and understanding by posting here anytime you need to.  Jules54