I stupidly decided to unburden myself with taking anything seriously in my life because I'm dying which has been a easy transition because I've always got on a lot of trouble in my life for and I quote "Liam why don't you take anything seriously " from mum's, wives, sisters, dad's, and here so I am dying and making the same mistake and I hope I didn't offend anybody with my pointless posts, talking rubbish, but for me I won't let any darkness in, and will talk utter rubbish until I can't smile anymore.  Take care.