Liam my heart goes out to you ,it really does ,I can only imagine how you are and I know I'd be way off the mark ,I really hope you get some relief surely there's something someone can do for you ,nobody should suffer like you are in this day and age no matter the reason ,as soon as I read this just now my first reaction was to not skip past this because its heartbreaking ,my second reaction was to say a little prayer for you because that's the way I live ,keep reaching out to whoever is in charge of your care Liam they are there to make sure you have adequate pain relief whether it be day or night ,don't suffer in silence ,thinking of you ..x