With age comes clarity and knowledge of things maybe we weren't sure of before but now can laugh at with such wisdom. Death comes along early in my case 60, no age at all I could have ........   Stop . I have care and attention

(there not topless dancers) which nobody took me seriously but I was in no way making a joke. Take a long breath, the world is such a wonderful place, the people who have lived before us and will live after us will never feel 

your anger just you will.  Don't waste your time.