I am so sorry I thought this was a chat space about cancer and just wanted to share something with someone who is dying. the worst is to be alone. my palliative nurse is coming next week. My morphine patch is only 20 and Pregabalin 75 but the pain is constant. I am afraid to ask for more because will this stop me driving. Its all I have left as in freedom. 5 months to live according to a consultant. I don't drink but plan to start lol.